Breathing Liberty--

Whoever we are now, it’s the influence of circumstances that we were raised up to. The behavior or the character we show solely depends on how we adapted on the past challenges and grown as a person. So, simply that applies to my parents as well. Grown in very pathetic condition even for basic need, my parents have struggled a lot to fulfill our needs My Parents worked really, really hard to be in the position that we are at now.
They never wanted us to suffer like they did. Last time, when I went to home, my father along with other Kandel’s have published a book named “कंडेल पुर्खौली”.On that, there was a question on our family page, “ तपाइलाई कुन कुरामा पछुतो लाग्छ?”On that he replied, “उच्चा शिक्षा नपाएकोमा!” He has lived that statement for whole life and everyday he wakes up with the same regret. He has always strived hard, so that we can get the best out of best education and has never compromised on that. He is always concerned about our future and wants us to be secure in our carrier. I was unaware about the meaning of the word, *Leader* then, but now I realize my Father was and is still a “LEADER WITHOUT THE TITLE” who always lead my family with pride and dedication. It is because of him that I value education the most. Thanks for guiding me! I am grateful to my parents for giving me the precious gift ever, i.e. *Education*.

I always wanted to live life on my way- with my own taste- I am not scared about failing- I know I will bounce back  learning from it! I may not live up to your expectation but I will never disappoint you for anything-it’s a promise! I will strive hard as you did to grow as a responsible person. I lack knowledge, I lack wisdom, I lack experience , I lack so many things but I will purse it sooner or later( In my life time!). I am angry, I am obsessive, I lack love, I lack patience, I lack empathy, I am stubborn, still I am not giving up easily, still I have a hope that I will find a way to channelize it. Recently, I realized that, changing the outward world is easy in comparison with changing the inner world. I want to exhale all my negative thoughts and inhale all the positive vibes. I want to live amongst those who don’t try to control me with anger but guide me with love. Ultimately, I want to breathe liberty- from my mouth to- every vein of my body- to every cellular component of my blood- to every gland of my skin- to every drop of my sweat- to every glimpse of my sight-to every sound I hear- to every step I walk in- and forever and ever with love.